This isn't the way it's supposed to be..

You see... I don't understand. I really don't. I think I do... Yet I don't. At all. And I dunno what to do about it all.

You say you've changed. I see it in yours eyes. I see it when you cry

Yet I can't bring myself to totally understand.

Understand why I feel like this.

Before you thought you were losing me.

Maybe I was just losing you.

It feels different.. And it's not a good different. And I just don't know what to do about it anymore.

I love you. I do.

But... things with other people are escalating again and it's getting bad.

Just know... No matter what I am here

Whether or not I have issues.

I don't know, and CAN'T know something is wrong

unless you tell me..

I will work on being more open

if you do too.

For... Love is a two way street.

All day she smiled.
She laughed.
And stole hearts.

She walked the halls,
With confidence.
And innocence.

But when she got home.

Her life seemed to spiral downward.
Along with her happiness.
She searched her house.
For the objects that could take away the pain.

She punctured her pale skin,
And dug in deeper.
She cried tears,
Not delicate and angelic tears, of course not.
But the tears ofthe broken.
The beaten.

Her stomach churns,
As the pain increases.
All is lost,
Broken to pieces.

~~Just so you know, I didn't cut. It's just how I feel.